Monday, August 16, 2010
{ 9:09 PM }
hmm been very busy as usual these few days/weeks.. exams, archery, planning, meetings, going out with friends... I NEED SLEEP!
anyways just to make some noise...
i've very well always been very very tolerant to you in contrast to my impatient character. I have trusted you time and over again, after what you wanna call it, betray/cheat/bluff/broken-promises. I forgive and forget on your account doesn't mean you can take it for granted and push the limits, putting my trust at the very last priority.
sometimes its not about what YOU think or what YOU want. if you still want this person in your life, friend/boyfriend/girlfriend/bff/buddies, you have to spare a thought for them. Not only your wimps and fancies. Even if you know the truth and you know they are lying, to keep them in your life, you have to take a little.
I have learned a great deal from you, if you really reflect.
Trust is not free. Its earned.Sometimes I really wonder, why the FUCK do i still care for you.