Sunday, May 30, 2010
{ 2:32 PM }
busy busy busy... it is all that is in my life now.. although its
RP's holidays now but i dont see any day that i can get some well deserved rest that i longed for.. sian.
Really headache now... gotta plan this plan that... the worse thing is I have to work with
impossible things and
make it possible... in archery and in my personal life... can anyone help me? or at least give me some outside advice or a listening ear..... haix.
my holiday plans are:
birthdays to attend
27th:
Val 21st @ novena 2
29th:
June 21st @ chevrons
1st:
Guang's 21st @ aloha
5th:
Jon's 21st @ SAF changi..
trainings to conduct
31/5: 10am to 5pm shooting, 5pm - 8pm swimming, Guang chalet @ aloha.
1/6: badminton session
2/6: 10am to 9pm shooting
3/6: driving
4/6: 10am to 4pm shooting, 4.30pm driving in circuit, 6pm back to school for training.
5/6: 10am to 5pm shooting, Jon chalet @ changi
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7/6: shooting 10am to 5pm, 5pm to 8pm swimming, BBQ with classmates @ East Coast
8/6: Archery camp at school
9/6: Archery camp at school
10/6: Archery camp at school
11/6: 10am to 9pm shooting
12/6: 10am to 5pm shooting
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14th school reopen.
TIRED!!!!!!
my grades so far as of today.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
{ 9:12 PM }
hmm just now girl girl was over at my place as usual again.. but today was something special, we went to the coffeeshop outside my hse there to
eat curryfish head... me n my sis's favourite..
so when we're outside, girl girl was quite naughty standing on the chair dowan to sit down... den kor (girl girl's father, my sis's husband) said, later ah gu
(me, uncle in hokkien) scold ar... den girl girl immediately sat down...
den kor tell me me name very good to use... tell her pa pa scold, mama scold, ah gong scold ah ma scold.. all no use. But when say
ah gu scold, she immediately do what she's told... den they tested this theory by asking girl girl to eat rice... her dad scolded her she still don eat.. den kor say
show ah gu u eat rice good girl.....
den girl girl
called me ah gu to get my attention, den eat the spoon of rice fed by kor... lol =)
den back at home i was watching tv with family in the living room and i was on the massage chair...
little girl climbed the chair and sat on my lap... hahaha.. i dono why she is so fond of me.. I scold her the most in the family.. more den my mum and dad... but she likes me best... =)
disciplining girl girl i give no chance..
not becox i dont love her. I love her too much.. thats why i dont mind if she hate me or like me.. i just want her to grow up well.. of cox if she understands that i mean well for her and likes me... the better it'll be. But it seems like she does... so.... =)))
to me, i dont like to care stuff... once i care, means i really am
concern for you.. love and dote on you. the more i love you, the more i dont mind if you hate me for being strict with you... becox my objective is
i want the best for you, not best for myself. I can do wat u like and let u like me in return, but is it actually good for u? lol.
{ 4:43 PM }
hmmm finally i get some
free time to just relax and do simply nothing!
anyways we had our 1st test on last thurs which is
Engineering Cost Decisions and i can say it totally sucked. whole paper only got 3 qns, i didnt know how to do 2 of them... when i reached the 3rd qns, my ut time already went into RED! means under 5mins left... cui man.
maybe E for this 1.
and i'm still very busy at sch... and at archery. coach now is stressing us on our own trials to select teams for
NUS Open Championship... ok lar i'm definitely inside but i gotta take care of the rest also... sat only i achieved coach's target score.. the rest all didnt make it.. coach scold everybody like hell... 1st time see her scld like this.. haix.
haix tired and stress.. somemore nowadays the
sky dont help me also.. spoil my plans.. so... yea. I'LL HOLD it out.. cox i'm super man.. =)
lol
and i just got my new limbs today...
inno ex power.. and its niiiiiccceeee! of cox luh retail cost about 800 bucks man.. world best limbs up-to-date.. =)
but haix. something is bothering me. am i just for there to fill in your free time? when u're busy, i'm invisible?
the old and new inno power
Saturday, May 8, 2010
{ 10:09 PM }
okkkkkkk....
i am so damn tired...weeks and weeks, days and days, evenings an evenings of meetings...
I gotta admit school work is getting harder and h
arder by the week.. and i am really struggling to keep within the As... last time almost all As for the week, now got more Bs den As in the week... die la!
when i chiong too much in class, at archery after class i'll be damn tired and will
affect my work as team manager and chief trainer of RP archery... after pushing my limits to the end of the training, i'll be dead tired and
it'll affect my performance for e next day at class... DILEMMA! in e end both cant perform well. Dang!
before this was busy with
SLA/CCA fair, den is
archery workshop, now is archery
new recruits trials/tryouts. after this, is our and
MY OWN trials to qualify for the next competition of NUS open archery championship..... tired tired tired....
does anyone have extra time? pls spare me some... i really need it to catch up on some sleep.
i need time for sleep, for my personal time, for being with my friends... i'm really
neglecting my own welfare and time with
my dear frens... =(
ok enough of whining. next is sth more general, today nic khai christine n desmond told me that
i've got admires at the archery trials when i'm doing my duty as team manager... seriously i don feel there is any.. but they say im too busy teaching.. didnt even notice wat is happening around me.
yea i can be
quite blur when i'm focused on something... so... i dono man.
and i dono why...
I GOT TAU POK-ed at the friday trials... for no particular reason man... stupid seniors.. lol
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I am literally
not a selfish person nor am
I seriously generous. i treat people back in how they treat me. I can treat bros to lunch/dinner... no need return me money cox we're good... but if u count this count that with me, so sorry. i'll count every cent with u.
if you deserve me treating u as someone close or want to be someone close, pls
dont be an ass. i may not mind on 'my face', but inside i am taking note of every single thing. if i treat u well and i'm not getting the same treatment back, ur privilege will be over too soon.
one of my stupid rj qns. and ans
