Tuesday, December 8, 2009
{ 11:25 PM }
hmm ok.. this post is abit lame.. all e stupid theories i have in my mind.. hope ya'll dont mind ar..
to one of
my dearest girl out there.. or a matter of the fact, anyone who suits this,
Sometimes its not only doing what you like and not caring about the after consequences. Sometimes you gotta know and gotta weigh what is really good for you and what will really work out for you. We live in a very practical world and we're in our twenties already, 1/4 of our life gone. Or maybe even more. I ain't saying I'm the one who suits you or anything like this. But you've gotta really consider
your future.
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haix... now for myself... i'm so so so so damn tired.. actually i feel is mental tired more than physical.. the mental is making me physically tired... its like losing the motivation to power up in e morning for my day...
If you understand? Its like opening my eye in the morning at 6.30am, asking myself,
why am I awake? Or,
what am i suppose to do today?
Its really draining me man.. my mood n temper is getting quite bad too.. I need a charge up.. I need some motivation.. something which can make me open my eyes in the morning and saying,
OH YES, Its finally morning.. time to make full use of it! *i can see her again!* (if i have a gf.)seriously i
miss the kinda power and motivation I had in w15n before the H1N1 break... full of power, confidence, glow, motivation, energy, grades and most of all... someone to care for me, love me and be there for me...
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typical day in w15n (sem 1)1st meeting finish pdt n worksheet myself
1st break never go for break, continue research
2nd meeting research further n to improve n make my concept/logic unique and finish my PPT myself.
2nd break eat till song. come back let them choose slides cox i do everything, i can present any part..
3rd meeting as usual impress e class... (especially stanley)
After class, half dead go home. cox my power totally depleted. neglected my gf. sad.
student: grade A
boyfriend: grade D
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typical day in w34p (sem 2)1st meeting check emails, facebook and msn
1st break go downstairs buy drinks n food, play games
2nd meeting play games and see see abit of worksheet
2nd break eat till song, come back see what my teammates have to give me to present.
3rd meeting struggling to understand and present what i have...
after school as usual half dead, go archery or go home.
student: grade D
boyfriend: grade X
EPIC FAIL!
