i still drag myself to go swimming today at SRC, the club by the padang at city hall.. ok kor taught me the right or can say a better way of swimming.. now can swim the whole length without stopping.. a great leap in progress...

after that had a chat with him in the jaccussie pool.. damn the water there is very very hot.. like hot spring like that. talk about his future plans, cox he jus resigned.. talk about his great plans on earning money.. just hope u know what u're doing.. i dowan my sis and neice become homeless ok? and talking about his past love life, other stuff and a little of my stuff..

sitting too long inside get up my vision blacked out.. for a moment. ya la.. i'm sick..

other people say till how stupid am i, how got reason, true and justifiable, its still up to me to evaluate it.. ya i may feel there is reason to ur reasons but... my heart aint playing the same tune as my head.. and my heart very well controls my head... makes me very emotional, not rational, very impulsive and very extreme (means good very good, bad very bad) w15n people shld know what i'm talking about..