Saturday, September 26, 2009
{ 5:41 PM }
i seriously dono what to say on myself you know... a failure in everything. my results from poly aint very good, scores at archery are going rock bottom, feel damn alone and losing things i love...
nothing is going out right man...i feel damn lousy now.. just now shot 4 sets... 3 sets got take score.. all 70m. 2nd set
252, 3rd
246, 4th
256. wtf scores are these? bloody disgrace you know.. my form is atrocious.. need some advice to fix it man... its missing something, i just know it.
the feeling aint right.today my mood aint very good...
sorry to those i offended... my stupid character will start to blame everything around me when i crop up... so the best method is to,
shut the fuck up eugene.if you see me suddenly keep quiet and look damn serious, hmm ya.. its it.
i'm still learning to control people.. gimme some time..
training now at yjc is like dead town man... totally nobody.. only us 4 shooting.. oso dono how long never open these boards lor.. the target paper all turn yellow and stuff liao.. and 1st time i went to
chong pang today.. quite like jw central man..
anyways
i'll be going shanghai this year end... dec 12th to 22nd... for a little break and holiday, and to see my beloved cousin, ping... due to a peak period, my air ticket is
CONFIRMED... so early..
and...
i still dont feel very good.. my head still hurts.. abit. my strength and stability aint back yet.. shaking like an ass...
a
little friend came to sit with me.. when i was resting. the bird just woont fly away you know
the open fields
