Friday, April 15, 2011
{ 12:29 AM }
my 2 little princesses. 2 weeks never see them, i miss them like hell!!!
she grows big so fast!
she loves to call n hug me..
last last week competition i did not go back for dinner on sunday, the following week she asked me (ah gu, why last week never eat dinner with dora!) =)
Monday, January 17, 2011
{ 12:00 AM }
its real sad when you're at the top, and there is no one to share it with.
Especially when this peak is meant for you.
Sunday, December 5, 2010
{ 8:51 PM }
haix... this few weeks seriously very vex.. totally have no mood to do things.. when my mood isnt good, my temper will start to kick in.. and no more easy going eugene.
school work is getting harder by the week and I'm quite struggling to keep my head above the water. the worse thing is that I do not have the motivation but even worse, don't even feel like doing.. I deserve the Cs that i'm getting now although I have never got this much Cs in my life!
I would say that mental tiredness is more tiring and painful than physical tiredness. For HFE class the night before I only slept 3 hours and is super tired physically. But something boosted my energy level and I pushed through the whole day.. even solo-ing most of the days thing like ws n ppt..next is OP2 lesson on friday. I slept 4hour yet the whole day i'm tired and no motivation to do work.. slack the whole freaking day. think i will be getting another C? Yes i'm capable of far greater results and may one day make it big.. I only require that motivation. No wonder they say 'there is a great woman behind a successful man.'anyways I thk what derick said make sense.. although he is the famous YLK(y-li-king). I can only wait and give the best I can. I have already waited for 2 years, why cant i just shutup and wait?I do not choose easily, once chosen I do not let go easily. remember: there is always this factor which you have, and no one else will ever have.(these words are not meant for anyone. if its meant for you, you know where to look for it.)-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
my 2nd little princess
drunk on milk
sleepy girl
i bought this day bed!
looking for mummy?
eudora shocked!
lol. like big sis bullying small sis
my 2 little princesses =)
Sunday, November 21, 2010
{ 12:14 AM }
haix...
messy. only 1 word,
messy.a million things are going thru my head, some important, others are bull shit just
taking up space..i think the thing taking the most space is that matter. been 2 years already i guess, i'm still not opening my doors to others who knock.. just waiting,
pure waiting. I remembered u said something about someone waiting for 2 years. well, I guess i join in the ranks too.
just like the private area created 2yrs ago,
the one who waits.----------------------
my dear little girl... =)
protesting about that extra large blind fold. =)
Sunday, November 7, 2010
{ 12:09 PM }
sian.....
ut1 coming up and i gotta work on the
AAS website.. improve and redesign it. still must write proposal be4 i do anything! 2 sian things on hand..
but! suddenly i miss the food and feelings at bangkok.. especially when we're at
bayoke hotel..
Monday, November 1, 2010
{ 9:41 PM }
tiring tiredness.
my flu have not recover after 4 days. but better compared to the 1st day when i cant even go school even though i wanted. although felt fainty at PT just now
friday, i woke up and my head was spinning, gotta hold things to get to the toilet n bathe. got out of the house and felt like vomiting. board 187, after 4 busstop at mayfair, i rushed down and
vomited.classmate saw me and ask if i were alright.. went home and rest for the day. happy halloween though. sick i still must entertain shit. not only you know how to xia lan.
I DO NOT owe you a living. only i have a
softer heart.-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
anyways this is cute. =)
Friday, October 29, 2010
{ 10:11 PM }
sometimes its best to not do anything and just watch everything unfold.
but not doing anything have its consequences too.
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
{ 10:27 PM }
private!!!
Monday, September 27, 2010
{ 6:23 PM }
ok now i have a little time.. update wat happened ytd.. actually was quite happy
alonso won the SG grand prix.. cox i was against derick who support vettel.. =)
den went out to meet him n yang for supper.. met at vivo, drove to east coast park to eat.. that ass drive subaru so fast.. my latio got problem keeping up sia.. worse part is turning and up slope.. my car suck!
den turning out from ECP to east coast park road he traveled at 70km/h, i wanna follow him don wanna let taxi cut.. de turn is as much as a U-turn.. at that speed, my car cannot take it man.. too high off the ground..
my car skid.. can hear the screeching sound and the car front n rear left
wheel slightly lifted off the ground..
bloody scared me to hell..
Thursday, September 23, 2010
{ 11:57 PM }
woooooo new songs.. finally updated mixpod into my current ipod playlist.. updated!
haix..
pretty vex nowadays.. also dono who to talk to.. club stuff, personal stuff, family stuff.. seriously my mood havent been good for e past 1-2 weeks.. dont feel like doing anything. just slack around.. dono how many ppl kena my attitude alr.. sorry.
inter-club finished just last week but i totally sucked in it.. number 1 is too long nv train, gotta force myself.. number 2 is my mind is very messy.. totally don feel like competing..
3 weeks more
will be polite.. god. i dono how am i going to compete in that 1.. alot of eyes are on me.. but this really aint the right time.
haix why am i feeling like that? it was never mine in e 1st place.. so why e fuck am i feeling like this? freaking not logical.. like the saying goes,
chances are everywhere.. but is it mine?NO.
